Today's the i needed to go to sch to pay my sch fees..but i did nt go..but..im tinking of retaking my O levels..shud i?? hais..i've been quite bothered by my studies for soo long, but hav nt been able to find a solution yet..a moment im tinking dis, another moment im tinking dat..i hate making choices n decisions!! argh!! hmm..but most prob i will b retaking my Os..hope dat i will do well!! i kinda hate my family life now..coz of my dad..donno whether his having pms or wat..his so damn over bearing n irrtating!! especially in the morning, his mood is like so damn bad..he tinks dat he can juz order us around her n dere juz becoz he has chicken pox..so wat?! wats the big deal?! argh!! hope dat he wld juz shut up..donno how long can i still stand him still..i pity my mum..she has to work n take care of him..my dad expects to b treated like a king liddat..he oso wanted my mum to take leave frm work to stay at home n take care of him..ytd, my mum went out to run some errands for awhile n to buy breakfast for us..wen she came bak, my dad went crazy..he said: i sick u still gt mood to go out..blah blah blah...4gt the rest..den i told my mum nt to bother bout him..he heard it, wen he confronted mi..i argued bak...blah blah blah...he is soo F***ing stupid lors..spoil my mood for the rest of the day..dis few days i oso keep ^%^%#$@#^$ (cursing n swearing)...argh!! i hav nt cursed like for soo long..n i dont reali like to, tried to keep my cool..but, his reali over my limits..getting so damn fustrated..hope dat he wld juz stop his pms ting..so dat my mum's n my life can get bak to normal..everyday wake up happily onli to b disturbed n influenced by his bad mood..argh!! hmm..im oso tinking to quit my current job, but my mum asked mi nt to quit..lata goin down to the office..c how bas..haix..cant cant i make n stick to my decisions in life?!

Name: Vivian
Years of existence: 20
Preoccupied with:
day-dreaming
singing
listening to music
reading
eating
sleeping
shopping
studying?
star-gazing
She wana:
*Compose a complete piece of music on her own
Conquer her fears
Be Brave
Be Strong
Be Herself


{Music
{Singing
{Dolphins
{Her frens and family
{eyeeorh
{eggs
{Chocolates
{DBSK
{Big Bang
{Luo Zhi Xiang
{The Night
{The Stars
{The Sunset
{The Beach

{BE HAPPY
{To be with him
{Drinks^_^
{Chocolates!
{To earn lots of money
{To get a diploma! (and hopefully a degree)
{To learn a foreign languange
{To learn sign-language
{To swim with the dolphins
{Travel round the world some day
{Have a good life with mi mom :)
{People around mi to be healthy and happy :)
{Celebrate a White Christmas

Her Wants.

{iPod Touch & MAC book
{Emporio Armani Silver Logo Charm Bracelet!!!
{BVLGARI : MONOLOGO band ring in 18kt pink gold with demi pavé diamonds. (:
{ASSIOMA D watch
{Colonize Hoodie (Hood Check CZ red) [OST!! $155 =.=]
{Banc Hoodie (total zip-up)
{Trip to taiwan with darlings! yr'09
{Trip to Korea'09/'10
{Tour Europe
{Coat
{New Boots
{A locket studded with crytals

HerHates.

{Onions, garlic...
{Back-stabers
{Hypocrites
{Liars
{Pests
{Slimy things
{Insects

Your loves, craves, hates here.

Melody.

Relax your soul.

Escapes.

*Jeux D'Enfants
Marianne darl♥
Pin Wen ♥
Amanda ♥
Veline a.k.a rubbish♥
Louis ♥
Cyrus ♥
JonnieBoi ♥
Jeannette ♥
Jeslyn ♥
Wen Long ♥
Meng Yew ♥

~Frenz~
Frank ♥
Cheng Wee ♥
Derick ♥
Michelle ♥
Jeraldine ♥
Angeline ♥
Jun Hao ♥
Tina ♥
Grace ♥
Li Jing ♥
Wei Hao ♥
Wen Cong ♥

~RP peeps~
Jeslyn ♥
Bavani ♥
Cheryl ♥
Majella ♥
Yee Min ♥
Joel ♥
Herwan ♥
Euodia ♥
Sharon ♥
Jonathan ♥
Fiqqah ♥
Fione ♥
Stephen ♥
Raymond ♥
Mich RC ♥
Andy ♥
Massybelle ♥
Cindy ♥
Joreen ♥
Red Cross Chapter RP ♥
LSCMS RP ♥

~Stars~
Show Luo ♥
Ranie yang ♥
Mike He ♥
Cao Ge ♥
Jiro ♥
Aaron ♥
Wu Zun ♥

~Others~
dbsk stuffs ♥
2uangels ♥
Marshmallow ♥
fairedu ♥
nicesmockedtubes♥
butik-gue♥
SugarCandy ♥
IcyLife ♥
spreesyoulove ♥

Mix the words up.

Gossips.

{express}

insert thy tagboard or cbox
 

{credits}

It took time to see.

Memories.

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credits.

Designer: audieee-kewgirl♥
Basecodes&Inspirations:Eclair-x
Pictures : maesstria.
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