Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 4:31 PM
y is loving someone so hard?
y is it that you cant truly love until you have learnt to love urself?
y is it that when u are ready to give up love, it finds you?
y is it that when you are ready to love, yet it is far away?
y is it hard to tell someone that you love them?
y in love you will end up getting hurt or hurting someone?
y is it that relationships between people can be so complicated?
how do you know when someone likes/ love you?
more importantly, how do you know it when you truly like/love someone?
how do you differentciate between admiration, crush, lust, like, and love?
what is the definition of love?
is there a definition for love?
maybe there isn't...
does love have a standard definition?
or does it have a different definition in everyone's heart?
y is it hard to pull urself out from love?
y is it that wounds always take a long long time to heal?
y is it that most love stories have a sad ending?
does fairy tales ending really exists in the real world?
y is it that there are always moments of sweetness yet also moments of sadness?
y cant there be just moments of sweetness?
y is there evil n good?
y cant there be only good?
y is it that you can feel lonely in a room full of people?
y is the world coming to a state that is becoming colder?
warmth in this wolrd is getting lesser n lesser...
is there still hope for this world?
is there still hope for true and everlasting love?
is there such thing as everlasting in the first place?
is there anything that is everlasting?
does good really truimph over evil?
does the baddies really always get what they deserve?
y is it then there are cases of the innocent being punished for something they didnt do, and the baddies get away with the evil deeds?
y is it that humans have flaws?
y is it that nobody is perfect?
if everybody is perfect, will this world be perfect too?
is there really heaven and hell?
how did people first invented or discovered technology in the first place?
y is it that we now have a common language out of nothing when the world first started?
we are improving. but is the improving good?
now as everything in the world is all about technology, is it a really good thing?
we are trying to improve yes, but in the process of improving ourselves, we are actually doing mother nature harm.
should we not think of ways to improve mother nautre instead or ourselves?
without mother nature, there is no place for us.
we are nothing out of something.

In times of life, people tend to feel lost, but in this fast paced world, you cant stop to pick urself up, to find ur identity again. Instead you have to carry on working and working, until the end, you dont know what you are working for. You dont know who you are. Will you be truly happy? In a way money isnt important, yet without money, you also cant survive. y is money like so important now?

y must there be a world in the first place?
what is the purpose of coming to a world that you will leave eventually?
y are humans superior to animals?
in a way animals are more intelligient then us.
for example, dogs can hear and understand our commands. but do we understand their language?
same applys to many other animals.
especially dolphins! they are to me the most intelligient beings on earth that i have ever known.
y is it then that human dominates the world?
what makes our language the most important one?
who 'invented' the language in the first place?
what makes it correct?

the world is a mystery. everything is a mystery. will we get the answers to all these and many more questions after we have passed on?

will we find our goals in life and fufil them? what is the purpose of attaining our goals? sense of achievement? after that, what?

In life, many things are unknown. Will these things be known one day?

Written on 20/7/2006 03.25am
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Can u succeed if you don’t believe in yourself?
When can I then find myself?
Will it be a good thing when I finally find myself?
Can somebody tell me what a person I am?
Who I really am?
Will I ever be ready for a relationship again? The timing seems to be off. Its been so long, I’ve forgotten how it feels like to be in a relationship. What it is like to share your life with someone else.
Do I really need that? Maybe, maybe not……

Y do I keep doing the wrong things at the wrong time?

Written on 23/7/2006 02.23am
inspires
Inspirations.
Yournamehere.
Name: Vivian
Years of existence: 20
Preoccupied with:
day-dreaming
singing
listening to music
reading
eating
sleeping
shopping
studying?
star-gazing
She wana:
*Compose a complete piece of music on her own
Conquer her fears
Be Brave
Be Strong
Be Herself

Craves,Loves,Hates
HerLoves.

{Music
{Singing
{Dolphins
{Her frens and family
{eyeeorh
{eggs
{Chocolates
{DBSK
{Big Bang
{Luo Zhi Xiang
{The Night
{The Stars
{The Sunset
{The Beach
HerCraves/Hopes.

{BE HAPPY
{To be with him
{Drinks^_^
{Chocolates!
{To earn lots of money
{To get a diploma! (and hopefully a degree)
{To learn a foreign languange
{To learn sign-language
{To swim with the dolphins
{Travel round the world some day
{Have a good life with mi mom :)
{People around mi to be healthy and happy :)
{Celebrate a White Christmas
Her Wants.

{iPod Touch & MAC book
{Emporio Armani Silver Logo Charm Bracelet!!!
{BVLGARI : MONOLOGO band ring in 18kt pink gold with demi pavé diamonds. (:
{ASSIOMA D watch
{Colonize Hoodie (Hood Check CZ red) [OST!! $155 =.=]
{Banc Hoodie (total zip-up)
{Trip to taiwan with darlings! yr'09
{Trip to Korea'09/'10
{Tour Europe
{Coat
{New Boots
{A locket studded with crytals
HerHates.

{Onions, garlic...
{Back-stabers
{Hypocrites
{Liars
{Pests
{Slimy things
{Insects
Your loves, craves, hates here.

Melody.
Relax your soul.

Dont Wanna Try - Frankie J




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*Jeux D'Enfants
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Cao Ge ♥
Jiro ♥
Aaron ♥
Wu Zun ♥

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dbsk stuffs ♥
2uangels ♥
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fairedu ♥
nicesmockedtubes♥
butik-gue♥
SugarCandy ♥
IcyLife ♥
spreesyoulove ♥


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